When Will I Ever Heal

When will I ever heal,
These wounds I have inside,
I don't know what to feel,
The truth, where does it hide?

When will I ever heal,
These wounds that conquer me,
Forgiveness of myself,
How painful it will be.

When will I ever heal,
Be like it used to be,
Something of appeal,
A time of chastity.

When will I ever heal,
Scars so painfully,
My mind longeth to be,
Set free from memory.

When will I ever heal,
And face reality,
Remove the arrows from,
My hearts entirety.

When will I ever heal,
And bring wounds to an end,
My heart rebuilt and strong,
So I can love again.

R.S. 12/03